Wednesday, June 24, 2009
School's Out for Summer!
Those of you groaning know exactly what I'm talking about. The end of the year is filled with band and chorus concerts, school plays, projects, tests, awards ceremonies, end of the year field trips, parties, recitals, sports tournaments, graduations.... the list goes on. This of course requires mom (I know this is a generalization) running around like a chicken with her head cut off planning activities, buying last minute items for classroom parties, frantically searching for white poster board, buying teacher gifts and making cheese platters for receptions. The worst words heard by a mom the last week of school "I forgot to tell you but I need (fill in the blank) by tomorrow."
The end result of all this? One day you just stop volunteering yourself, your cheese platters, and your time. I used to be the "go-to" volunteer mom -- PTO president, classroom parent, event organizer. It sucked the life out of me. For a long time I thrived on it, but once I had a chance to stop for what I thought was a brief period of time, I just never really went back to it. That is not to say that I won't occasionally volunteer, but I don't go out of my way to get involved. I know this makes me sound like a bad mother. Research shows that schools with high levels of parental involvement have higher levels of student success. But my time away from the volunteer craziness these last couple years has given me time to reflect on whether we moms, mainly suburban moms, take this parental involvement thing to an extreme?
Case in point: A couple years ago my son's 3rd grade teacher emailed the room parents to ask for help getting some snack donations. She planned to let the kids go outside on the second to last day of school for some extra recess time and thought it would be nice to have some refreshments while enjoying some generally unstructured time outdoors. A few of the moms got wind of this and wanted to plan activities around this "free" time. By the time all was said and done the moms had planned an hour of t-shirt making, baseball and Popsicles all run in stations with 20 minutes shifts. What was wrong with an hour of free time? Kids are already psyched about the end of the school year and the opportunity to go out and play for an extra hour. They don't need their moms to make it memorable.
Another example: The Junior class at my daughter's high school traditionally sends off the Senior class with a breakfast the morning of graduation. These are very mature, well organized 16 and 17 year olds, capable of organizing a breakfast of bagels and orange juice, right? Of course not! The moms have taken over. The Junior class moms organize a huge breakfast complete with donations from all 350 families. This year the pressure was on to have a breakfast just as spectacular as the one the year before. Nothing like a little competitive spirit to make an event memorable! My daughter, a Junior, did not even know about the breakfast or the tradition. So much for the thought coming from the Juniors themselves. I wonder if the graduating Seniors even noticed the quality of the smorgasborg before them?
I'm not an uncaring, cold mom. I'd dare say I'm the opposite. But as much as I want to be involved in my children's schools, I don't want to take over their school experience. Our kids need our support, but we can't plan each and every memory they will have in school. Most likely their fondest childhood memories will not be the ones we planned. They might remember the time they worked really hard on a project they completed ON THEIR OWN and the good grade they received as a result. Or the teacher who helped them through a tough time. Or the friendships they made. Of course they will also remember the Science Fairs, Cultural Nights and Math Nights organized by they PTO, but they will remember those nights most fondly if mom was not stressed to to the point of exhaustion from the planning to enjoy those nights too.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
A Woman's Work ... 1930's take on the woman's role
I love these old movie shorts. I especially love that women "had to face death to bring children into the world". A bit chauvinistic? Perhaps, but if you listen carefully, the clips starts out praising women for the work and skill required for good housekeeping and childcare.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Can we have it all?
My mother always stressed the importance going to college. In my ongoing psychological analysis of her I believe her lack of a college diploma has been her biggest regret. You see my mother was quite the student in high school. In 1964 she was the class Salutatorian and the winner of the annual "I Dare You" award. But she grew up in a small Midwestern town where work and the ability to support yourself were admired, in some ways much more than college at the time. She attended college briefly, but then moved west to California to work and, like most women of her generation, married at the age of 19. Her life was not without adventure along the way, but she never did get that degree.
I never considered skipping the college route. In true Midwestern fashion, my family didn't really discuss the reasons why I had to go to college, I just knew it was expected. Luckily for me and my mother, I wanted to go and did so without any resistance. During college I thought I could rule the world. There were no limitations. I was sure I would have it all! I would go to grad school, save the nation's educational system, marry Mr. Right, have 2.5 kids and be a role model. What I didn't know is that I might not be able to have it all at the same time. That I might need to reassess what I wanted to have at various points in my life along the way.
I went on to grad school, got married, found a fast paced job with opportunity for advancement and then..... I had my first child. For awhile I worked full-time outside of the home, supported my husband while he finished law school and felt totally overwhelmed with the burdens of motherhood. My mother was not June Cleaver, but I realized soon after my daughter's birth that I secretly wished I had June as my mom growing up! And, more importantly, I wanted to be there for my daughter. As soon as my husband finished law school, I left my job, despite an offer to take a high level position and decided to become a stay-at-home mom.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Moving On?
It's time to move on.
Monday, May 11, 2009
"Real" Beauty
We have become a world of constructed beauty and perfection. It's not enough to have a lovely smile, beautiful eyes or a natural athletic ability, we now have to push all these things to their extreme. Your skin has to be smoother, your tummy tighter, your breasts perkier, you have to run faster, be stronger, look younger..... there is no end to this. You are never going to be good enough. And what messages are we sending to young boys and girls? In some cases we're dragging them into the insanity. Girls getting bikini waxing at age 12. Boys with personal trainers at age 10. What are we thinking?
Sunday, May 3, 2009
For The Love of God, Eat Something!
I enjoy a good meal, especially with good company. My family always mixes food with gatherings, as does the family I married into. I enjoy eating and although I'm not a size 2, I feel comfortable in my own skin. That is until I gather with other women in Suburbia and begin to question everything. My hair, my clothes, my makeup, my body, my eating habits.
After a little time and further reflection I realize that my feelings of inadequacy are ridiculous. I'm happy and healthy and eating the lunch that I paid for is okay. So if you're one of these women that picks at her food in public, please stop! Let's not create yet another generation of girls with eating disorders by modeling unhealthy behavior. Our daughters need to know that they're beautiful they way they are and can enjoy a nice dinner with family or friends without the fear of being judged if they eat with gusto. Yes, we want them to make healthy food choices but what we don't want is for them to be fearful of actually enjoying the food on their plate. So next time you're at a restaurant, take a big bite of your pasta and REALLY enjoy. It's okay. No one is going to gasp in horror at the fact that you're actually eating.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Cat Fight
Why can't we, as women, have reasonable debates without attacking one another's appearance? It does nothing to advance our assertion. Moreover, we aren't taken seriously. You don't hear men making snide comments about their opponent's baldness or girth.
Meghan McCain is not fat and that was the assertion made in Ingraham's comment – despite Ingraham's most recent back-pedaling on the issue. What if she was heavier? What would her weight have to do with any of her views on the Republican Party or Ann Coulter's divisive rantings? What does a woman's weight or beauty have to do with her ability to start an intelligent debate? Does the value of one's perspective lessen with each pound of excess weight?
I'll be honest -- I don't like Ann Coulter. I find her annoying and not particularly intelligent. She makes most of her points by talking over those she debates. Prior to this week's debate, I had no opinion of Meghan McCain. Now? I'm a bit intrigued and willing to hear more of what she has to say. As far as Laura Ingraham is concerned, before this debate, I found her, despite her conservative views, to be tolerable. Most of the time I didn't agree with her, but I was willing to listen to what she had to say. That is until this incident. I'm insulted by her comments about McCain, but I am more insulted by her use of weight as a distraction from the issue at hand.
Yes, Ms. McCain does not have the "experience" of others in the world of political commentary, but she's only 24. This should not be reason in and of itself to dismiss her views. Young women need to be encouraged to put their thoughts out there. Over time, their ideas will evolve and, perhaps, change. What we should NOT do is stifle their opinions in a dismissive manner and make fun of their weight and youth.